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chokehold
02:41
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Don’t tell me
You can’t see what I see
It’s right in front of your eyes
What’s there to fucking miss?
Cause it surrounds me
I’ve known it all my life
So don’t tell me that you understand
I don’t need your advice
I’m fucking sick of them acting like they understand
They don’t know what it’s like
(You don’t know what its like)
Spend a day locked in my mind
Shackles and all
You’ll spend one night
And then you’ll witness the fall
I'm fucking sick of this
Sympathy is a bitter word taken from this bitter world
Living on this earth is a time bomb waiting to go off
And I’ll wager I’m not wrong
I try to keep it caged up
But I know what I see
I know that I can’t leave
But I’m dragging my feet
This whole thing is a mind fuck
(Mind fuck)
I’m starting to think death is a better end
A better punishment
The bitter punishment
Release me
Take all that you can and leave
I’m not done
Until the wound is clean
You said so many times
That you understand
But I know that you’re lying because you’re me
In this world we’ve created with no end
It takes time to repair all that we’ve done
So suck it up you’re in for the long haul
In one room with a light and no door
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drain
02:44
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Death
I hear her again
She calls my name and I’m listening
Soft spoken
Reeking of sin and I’m welcomed in
Save me
Save me from the nightmare I’m in
She whispers the song
That I am longing to hear
Tell me,
How many fucking times have I heard the same words?
The same lies?
From your mouth
I’m out of time
Out of luck
Out of mind
And I’m still here thinking
Still drinking myself half to death
Shaking cause I know that there’s nothing left
Breathing life into me
But I’m not the one who’s in control
Watch me as I lose myself
Like a parasite takes ahold of the host
I hear her again
Witness the end
We’re near the end
It’s just a matter of time before we’re all gone
Yet she’s here talking to me
And I’m done listening to the lies that she feeds
She’s got her hands around my neck
And through her eyes I see my death
Cause I’ve had nothing but bad luck
I’m stuck in this mad rut
This mother fucker thinks that I’m done but I’m not backing down here
I’m taking my life back
The demon I see is just another in pitch black
Death
I hear her again
She’s calling to me
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601
02:25
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You stand there with ill content
The blood’s on your hands but now everything is falling into place
But I’ll be the one to end this dread
Turning the page back
Evaluate the lies
All the shit that you said now starts to make sense
Is this what is meant for me or am I still sick?
Am I still sick
Or fucked up in the head?
Cause I’m better off dead
Than living with these demons that I call friends
Hell is real, oh I know cause it’s in my head
Cause it’s in my head
(And I’m not leaving)
Oh I’m better off dead
Or I’ll try to get away
These voices are here to stay
And I’m the mouth that speaks them
Just say
Cause I know every time that I wake up I’m still here with this life and my bad luck.
Chained down to the box that is my cell, I know now that I’m stuck inside this hell
I am no longer truly here
An empty shell of a man
(Stay)
There is nothing to come of this
I’ll never be free
Free from this
I’m better off dead
Hell is real, oh I know cause it’s in my head
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new skin
02:34
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Broken
A life beyond all repair
Instead of mending the wound I start to tear at the flesh
With each layer going deeper and deeper inside
Yeah
I’m not starting again
I’m fucking done with the hell you’re putting me through
I’m fucking done with the life you make me lead
But these hands are holding me back
I try to run but the pain just keeps coming back
It’s like a knife lodged deep in the cracks of this hell you make me
This hell you make me live
I can’t breathe with your hands on me
I can’t breathe with your hands on me
Tie the noose and just let me leave
Taking it back
I’m taking it back
The lies
Cutting the strings I’m cutting the strings
The ties
I can’t win against this when it’s in my mind
Tie the noose around my neck and just let me drop
A puppeteer in control of me
And im mindless
To see
The end of the rope when its swinging
In front of me
And I’m blind to see
Dead black eyes are staring
They hunger for the dark side of my mind
And I’m letting them feed off the hate I feel for myself
Feed off the hate I feel for myself
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